I AM A GIRL

I just got to have them all!

I remembered way back then, from my elementary days to highschool, it's seldom that you would see me in a girls shoes. I mean, I wear rubbershoes everytime I go out. You can't make me wear slippers, step-ins or doll shoes. And you can't make me bring a bag. I want everything I need inside my pocket. I don't like carrying anything with my hands. hahaha! I was boyish. I hang around guys, and you can't make me stay or chill at a place full of girls.. NEVER without a guy friend. I just can't stand it. I dunno why. It's not that I'd be all giggly with boys that time. I was closer to guys coz I wanted to have a brother.

Anyway, growing up for me was not that hard. I was not pushed by my dad to wear the things that he wants me to wear---normal girls clothes. You'd often see me walking around with a baggy pants / six pocket pants, a t-shirt larger than my size and a rubbershoes. I would sometimes wear a baseball cap with it. I was so comfortable with what I had on.

Then came college days.. I couldn't forget what I looked like on my first day of school. My uniform was big. I had a sling bag. My school shoes was so outdated and I'd wear my hear up, in a ponytail. That's it. You wouldn't even see me wearing any makeup at all. hahaha! Then I had a friend who was my exact opposite. She's like a barbie doll everyday at school. She was the first friend I had coz we've known each other when I was in gradeschool, I think? She was the one who told me that I should put some color on my face. hahaha! The memory of that incident never left my mind. We were at a girls comfort room. Then when I was done peeing, I went out then stood there looking like an idiot, just watching them put their makeup's on. hahahaha! Since then, I started learning how to put my own makeup. Wear my hair down and even curl it. Used the hand bags that my dad gave me before. Had tons of them! And had my uniform altered so that my body shape would be seen ;) A total makeover happened to me. I became a GIRL! hahahaha!

And of course, up to this day, I'm still trying my best to maintain the girly side of me :) That's why I bought all those shoes (see picture above). That's for my 5 working days ;) Including the black shoes I bought last time :)